Showing posts with label Hurricane. Show all posts
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Monday, March 21, 2016

"Now"--For 2 Things:

You have no idea how flourishing and yet inexpressibly challenging the labor is here in this isolated part of the Lord's majestic Vineyard.  We are in the world's ultimate paradise, preparing children of God for transcendent celestial paradise.  This place is like no other.   This is a different world than where you have ever known.  When I am home, oh you won't know me. 

The District (as shown in attached photo) is working very hard and seeing each other through some of the hardest days of our missions.  The full District is an unbreakable unity, and it startles all of us just how we're there for each other in every hard moment.  This is a team I've only ever dreamed of.  There is perfect accord here, no matter the torrents and storms these sailors must face as a body.  With some of our investigators running away with no clue or hint as to why, mysteriously, or some getting kidnapped just before their Baptisms were about to take place, and with wrapping all our fasting and prayers and labors and tears and sweat around these precious and eager followers of Christ--it has indeed been a day of testing.  We are still strong and do have so much going right.  Things are going great because we have each other through it all, and Christ works good through all things, always.  

This week, after one of the hardest days of my mission, we were walking down the hot road to go save some dear people we love... walking down roads that were so hot my companion said he could feel it through his shoes, I was making phone calls to many different people we are working with.  Each call I would make would connect, and the people on the other end would be talking and then after 10 seconds, a deep breathing, angry, voiceless disturbance would cut the call off.  This same thing cut into and then cut off my calls twice.  We then entered into the house of our dear family we are working with.  Their house was filled with darkness.  One of our dear investigators was possessed by a devil and was starting to show his teeth and become wild, sweaty and writhing around.  The Spirit of the Almighty overcame my system and I arose boldly and by the power of the Holy Priesthood I hold, I raised my arm and rebuked all the demons in the home and in the people occupying it.  Immediately after exercising the power of the Almighty and in the name of Christ commanding the evil spirits to leave, I went right into prayer over the house.  The Voice of the Holy Spirit flowed through my mouth what I must say, and the room began to change and the feeling began to reverse.  We pulled from my bag a DVD entitled "Finding Faith in Jesus  Christ" we watched the entire film for a half hour and then read from the Book of Mormon and New Testament for a half hour.  The Book of Mormon reading is what really made the long-term difference.  By the end, the whole family was marking their scriptures and teaching each other and smiling and happy and peaceful and joking and at ease.  Light filled each one of us, and as commanded in the prayer I was prompted to pray, angels came and ministered to the hearts of the household members and guarded the compound.  

I challenge us to surrender.  Give up your life, not part or some or a little--but all, to Christ.  Just drop dead.  End your you.  Time to give up.  In order to "Endure to the End" you need to "End" Your old hold to what you think life should go like--to all it could highest, grandest, brightest, gloriously be like.  For you to give up your everything everything everything to Christ. What I mean is to LIVE by GIVING ALL TO CHRIST.  Your whole heart, might, mind and strength isn't just a nice phrase.  It's the real thing and means just what it means! 

Life is for 2 things: Enjoy!  and Build Satisfactory Future!
Ponder on that.


My life has been worn out and torn around and shred to pieces into ... something whole, complete, new, alive, on UNQUENCHABLE EVERLASTING FIRE. If you could have come to Fiji with me, you would have been consumed by a fire that quenched your whole being and melted the fiber of your very being into lava flowing goo... and you don't need to come to Fiji with me; I'm sure things in your life just end up leading you to that point sometimes... and I hope we have all been melted into that pool of lava goo because if and once you do Heavenly Father can then shape you!  Hop your goo into His forming hands!  Tell God, "God, life isn't mine.  You can have it.  It's all yours. Loving Father, I as your child, trust you completely.  I'm ready to show that.  Humble me and reshape me.  I'm ready to melt and be deformed so I can be formed into all the vision you once grandly had for me. Now the day has finally come that you can make that an everlasting reality."  Jesus Christ is ready and waiting to form you into all and more than you ever dreamed.  Here is the call to eternity.  


I bear my testimony that I have not belief, but, knowledge.  I have pure knowledge to and then beyond and deeper than all my senses--that Jesus Christ and His Father, God--your personal, loving, eternal Father--live! They don't live to rule the universe and govern... God the Father, His Son and the Holy Ghost live for only 3 things: Y, O, and U !  Precious, eternal and priceless you!  Jesus Christ is a real individual.  His face is the ultimate joy to the human heart.  Are you and I on a path that is making us into even His image and full likeness?  If not, sacrifice that path immediately.  You as a divine heir of all He hath, are worth more than putting off the abundant joy and life He has outside your heart's locked doors.  

You're looking at the door and picturing the lock in your mind's eye. You alone know perfectly; you know perfectly what locks remain. Time to decide.  Unlock or block out the sound of the knock?  

I testify the Book of Mormon is the anchor of life.  You need to read that book.  Life is going to be a hollow version of what it could be until you delve yourself into this book of pure, sweet light.  The accounts in the New and Old Testaments and Another Testament and especially words straight from true, living prophets today, are all 4 what your soul needs and is missing if deep down you feel like anything is missing in part of your life.  

I testify that if you are a Priesthood Bearer, you have to live worthy of your Priesthood at all times.  I have had to command legions of demons out of people and dwelling places, I have experienced miraculous healing that snatched me and others from the actual jaws of death, I have seen this authority transform eternal destinies through ordinances where the power of Godliness can seal families and individuals to one another and eternal bliss and joy that never dies.  You hold it, but does it hold your priority? Or does it take only 2nd place in what guides your every decisions in daily life?  You can't be like the world if you have the power that made the world.  Think about it.  Change from the heart of your heart and work out, out, outward till you are clean and usable always.

I testify Christ DID in full reality suffer the full accumulation of all your guilt, grief, sorrow, struggles, heartache, temptations, sufferings, rejection, disability, infirmity, depression, illness, disease, pain and humiliation, all of your mental, emotional and physical torments you ever have or could know--and this so that you could know you can and will overcome them all only if you heed His entreating call of love: Oh Come, Come Unto Me.  How?  Through making and keeping and building the very foundation of ALL you are on COVENANTS, promises that connect God and you to the power and heavenly help you need in order to change, progress, grow and triumph in this life.  As in  the book of Mosiah, chapter 24, your Covenants are what make your burdens light and cheerful, only positive and beneficial to you.
The hurricane that hit Fiji was supposed to destroy all human life here.  If it had hit directly over all of the land, Fiji would no longer exist.  All banks, all government, all police, business, economy, importing, exporting, living--gone.  Thousands upon thousands would have been heaped up on the earth and all things ended. The Lord is giving everyone maybe just one last chance to receive His message and repent and come to higher ground.  We don't get many chances if we keep ignoring them.

I raise a bold call to all the reaches of the earth, to come unto the Savior  through building each of our lives on the Covenants and Ordinances He offers through this restored Gospel that exists only in this Church, the Church of Jesus Christ.  Hear the voice of living prophets who speak with Him face to face.  Find the peace, joy, hope and find every yearning of your heart met! Find every hunger and emptiness of your soul filled and made more than richly, perfectly answered and whole.  Come and be made clean, joyful, whole, healed, pure, holy again!  You are destined to succeed and only your choice to embrace the Restored Gospel of Christ or not can break or make that eternal reality, everlastingly joyful or eternally damned.  Oh I call on all men everywhere in the name of the Master I serve, to take the hand of healing that is reaching out to you, know a better way, repent and heed His invitation to higher ground, above the crumbling smoldering ash of the clouded lowlands of this falling world.  

Will we rise to a higher level?  

Will we never hold back?

Will we never look back? 

Are our eyes fixed forward and upward?  

What will I change to take His image fully upon me today?

I send my love across the 12,000km or to wherever this letter may reach in the reaches of the world I send it to.  

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen. 

Ambassador of the Savior of all Mankind,
Elder Howard
Fiji Islands
Nasinu Hindi

Sunday, February 21, 2016

"I Know His Face"

बुला विनका

Summarized: Sweaty Blood Tears. Category 5 Hurricane sent our nation back 2 centuries temporarily. We had to mobilize into emergency mode and I had to secure save the lives of missionaries under my stewardship. We were locked down in our house afraid the windows would explode.  It sounded like a massive wave ready to pound on the beach just before it slams down in impact, except that that sound never stopped.  Dog bit my eyeball.  You have no idea the truths that have been revealed, the miracles that have taken place, the power that has hit this nation, and the amount of souls coming  unto Christ in the work here. I have no power to convey it to you through typed words only your eyes can see. If you could be present with me! Oh if you could see! I would have to go deeper than any of these communication channels can convey.  A living prophet of God who speaks with Him face to face, visited us, rivetted me with a constant stare from a distance of just less than 10 feet for 15 minutes, and angels were round about us in glorious celebrations and dangerous evacuations.  I will try to share what I am able and allowed to. 


I can say that there is a bigger perspective of this life you are in and living than you ever thought.  You will come to wake up just as soon as you'll be willing and humble enough to be ready and see the big eternal realities of eternity. If you haven't already, you will have the faith to seek out from Missionaries serving like me.  We have sacrificed our lives and all we are, and our very futures and every hour of 2 years, and 10,000 beads of sweat and 10,000 tons of love, aching, care, passion that consume our whole hearts and being...  here to help you be ready and to know The Savior, Jesus the Living Christ--the Creator of everything we know.  A day of drastic change and transformation is the one you and I are to now.  We must come unto the Savior Jesus Christ now and find Him--for now I know and must call out to every reach of the globe: He is an actual living, breathing, talking, physical, glorious, eternal resurrected personage of love and reality.  This message I am 12,000km away from home sharing for 2 years is not a story or something I have one shadow of doubt about in any reach of my entire being.  I raise my voice unto all the world: the message I share is true.  This church and gospel haven't been restored by any person--my message really is direct from God the Eternal Father and Jesus Christ.  They are real, actual Beings that are familiar to your heart and soul.  





​My companion and I have about 20 amazing people who this and next month are coming unto the Savior Jesus Christ and knowing and following His voice out of the hurricane of darkness, fear and death, unto the perfect light of this Restored Fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ which is only found in this His church. 

President Henry B. Eyring came and personally visited us missionaries in a chapel just before the worst parts of the class 5 hurricane.  He made and kept almost non-stop eye contact with me and said things like, "after your mission, you won't take the badge off.  You have been endowed with power beyond anything you've ever imagined. You will feel the joy that comes from this."  He and Elder Cook of the Quorum of the 12 Apostles shared things that transcend this world and that this world can't receive.  President Eyring shared the most powerful words I have ever heard any living General Authority of the Church speak.  After sharing that there were many things that they can't share in public, the spirit filled the room and each of us more powerfully as the wind picked up and the Prophet was shaking and weeping.  He shared these powerful words that then became forever etched into the walls of my eternal soul and heart:  "I know The Savior.  I know His voice, and I know His face."  The things that the Prophet shared were the same things I had been learning from God in my personal conversations with Him over the past 2 years.  It is amazing to see the Holy Ghost speaks the same language and messages to all who will seek and hear, heed and surrender all their very will and life and soul to the Savior.  I know that the eyes that looked into mine that day are indeed and in reality eyes that have looked into Jesus Christ's very eyes and held conversation with Him in our day.  The message of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, is the only message that will lead unto all that the human family came to earth to know, become, achieve and receive as eternal family in fullness of lasting, rich, deep, true joy in this life and in eternities unending.  I seal you my special witness since I have been preserved alive:  I challenge you to accept the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ and be Baptized in the Lord's church.  Anyone that reads these words is reading them because God has led them to be reading them.  I give my life and name up unto the world and heaven as a bold testator that the message that young boy received in a grove of trees from God the Father and His Son Jesus Christ, is true.  Joseph Smith was a true Prophet, and Thomas S Monson is in reality God's channel to this earth.  I don't have faith and I don't believe... I know that the message I have been taking unto this nation and shall take forward all my eternities to come, is true.  You have one chance to find that out for yourself and act on it.  I invite you to do just that, even today.  And for each of us who think we have a strong enough testimony of those things--rise higher.  You and I don't have limits.  We are children of the Almighty.  You are the only one who can limit yourself.  Rise to what you've never dreamed of.  Keep your covenants and promises with the Lord and don't just give more of your time, talents, will and being--give it all.  I seal my testimony in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

_Elder Howard
Suva Fiji Mission

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